Deal With It

    Thank God it is Sunday! Don't get why people hate mondays, because I always look forward to mondays because I think of it as the beginning of a new week, so I can start the new day of the day freshly. so that what makes me decided to wear floral pattern with oversized jeans and green wedges.

Really really feel sorry for this face-_-

    You may not get what i'm saying in here but blogging (or maybe writing) give me a sense of calmness and even happiness that I don't get when i talk to people. This is one of the ways I could understand my self. Call it talking to my self, or whatsoever it is but you know this is more like listening to my self rather than talking to my self.

     I don't expect people to understand or love me, but writing gives freedom, and maybe that is what I needed all along. when I'm down--not in a good mood, I don't really feel like talk to anyone, I just relax my mind and write.

    I have my own 'system' of doing everything that is different from anybody else. How i protect my self/friends, how i show someone that i love them, or how i show people how i truly feel about privacy things. I'm different, Deal with it.